This Blog is only Wishfull Thinking

25..

2010-11-08T00:16:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to say anymore.. anymore about us..
there were times where you took pictures with friends and it really made me jealous.. times where you were close with your friends etc etc.. it all made me jealous..

but after a few days ago.. i stopped caring.. i stopped feeling jealous.. i stopped with all this envy nonsense.. i kept telling myself i shouldn't be depressed over a relationship.. i eventually did..

yes i did love you. you were special to me.. you were everything to me. we planned our future together. we planned lots of things.. im not the guy that could bring you everywhere before and im sorry for that..

our paths changed this year.. you had dreams you needed to fulfill.. you didnt want to be someone you hated..

you got exposed to new people. so did i. everything this year is new.

i always thought we could settle everything, i really tried to get you back, i called you, we talked. but you never wanted to finish the conversation..i totally dropped my guard with you.. and i'll be the same with next relationships. but thats me..

you said you needed me as a friend.. but i really dont see it though.. maybe you're just saying that cause you still somehow care about my feelings.. you still think that i need you maybe.
but do you really need me?

whats done is done i guess.. like you said.. 18 is a year where you make mistakes and wrong decisions.

time to close another chapter.. and begin anew.

tell me readers.. ''birds of the same feather flock together?'' or ''opposites attract?''

24..

2010-10-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

i realized i only can blog when my heart is full of everything..

i always said i'll move on.. but how could i?. lols.. i'll just live with it i guess..

now listening to chinese song by Lee hom.. titled Ni bu zhi dao de shi.. really nice song..

would continue blogging more if i get more responses..

for now.. enjoy the song.. =)

23.

2010-09-26T19:33:00.001+08:00

does anyone read my blog.. seriously? =/

22.. wondering~~

2010-09-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

i wonder whats it like to just jump of a high building.. you'd just feel the adrenaline and the wind in your face.. and the next thing you know it, your life is over,

you'd end your life to end your misery, but then you'd open new misery for others i guess..
best thing about it is, you're already dead and everything just vanishes.

i don't know what i'm saying anymore.. its all a blur.. i was doing alright.. but now it just seems like everything is pulling me back.. i do miss my previous year.. but is it the same for her?

everyone is saying i should just move ahead.. everyone is moving on.. and i've just started moving at a slow pace.. i told Yee Lin before that right now what im going through is just like this situation.." there are tonnes of pictures scattered on the road, i'm picking some of them up in my hand, but i couldn't carry much, everyone is ahead smiling and laughing, so why am i looking at these pictures?, life is ahead, not in the past, i should just drop all the pictures and start walking down the road".

its true i can't forget, i can never actually, the only thing i can do now is just live with it.. but still it still felt as if someone is tugging on my heart whenever i think back, the sensation has turned from emotional to physical..

continue in a few hours.. (7.55P.M)

back and its 11.26P.M

anyway.... i think i forgotten what i wanted to say already.. so i'll just stop it here.. nights people.

21.. tragic

2010-09-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

hello everyoneee!!! been ages since my last post eh? yeaa.... i didnt really have the feel for it for that few months though..

i guess im blogging again.. because theres so much to say.. but so little time to listen.. might as well i just crap everything here and just get over it..

sorry for being alittle not like myself in the previous post.. i dont have my happy mode on me anymore like last time.. lols..

ANYWAY!!

question.. what is love?

to me..

love to me.. the feeling when you have nothing to do or think about. the person will appear in your head in an instant.

to me.. no such thing as love on 1st sight
a guy only gets interested at the girl by looks at 1st, never by heart. So guys.. dont give that bullshit "love in 1st sight" thing.. its bullshit..

love is a developing emotion.. just like every other emotion.. you spend time with them, get to know them better, get to know their true nature.
that is when your heart decides whether you wanna love them or not?

next is.. growth...
love grows throughout time, care, support, communication, determination, trust, and understanding.. do all this 7 correctly. and i assure you nothing will go wrong.. but leave even a single one behind.. disaster would happen..

furthurmore.. tolerance, forgery, tempering.
theres no need for tolerance if you love them.. cause you will take whatever they throw at you. why? to show that you'll be with them through thick and thin.. if anything goes wrong.. fix it.. forging your relationship will strengten it and make you understand each other more..

time..
there's such thing as spending too much time with them.. they need their space too.. so guys and girls.. just back off from the ones you love once in awhile.. let them miss you.. they'll be back to you.. no worries.. another thing about time is.. it never waits for anyone.

envy.
jealousy kills a relationship for sure.. jealousy would make them not wanna make friends with the opposite sex cause it would piss you off for sure.. and you know that.. hahaha..
but a little jealousy is alright.. shows that you love them too much to let them go..
but too much jealousy shows that you don't trust them at all..

another thing about this emotion is, it branches.
from happyness to sadness and etc etc..
i think the reason why they used the heart to represent this emotion.. is maybe it shows that it pumps.. and its alive.. and all the veins and arteries shows other emotions..

theres plenty of tips on how to court a girl or guy.. what to do? do this.. do that.. etc..
but fuck it with all the plans..

this is the real advice.. be your fucking self.. and be random..

you can show your good side when you're wanting to be with her.. but in the future they'll just see your bad sides eventually.. show both.. and if the accept you for both of your sides.. you better fucking keep them or you're just an ass who's materialistic..

i've been told and asked
use your heart in a relationship, never your brain.
treat each relationship as a new book, and not refer to the last one.
dont stereotype a relationship.

this is my favourite..
"why do you love her?" " i dont know" "thats the right answer"

some of you may get confused of that sentence.. but let me explain..
if you love her/him. why must there be a reason for you to love her/him?
isit because of her/him looks, attitude, brains, being funny and all that?
if its because of that.. does that mean if all those changes 180.. does that mean you wont love her/him anymore?

that is the thing that really opened my eyes.. it made me understand this stupid yet great emotion.

but really.. this last sentence may go againts everything i said.. but its really true..
"every couple is different, special and unique in their own way"

20 and dead on arrival..

2010-05-03T20:04:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO WORLD!!

gah my blog is so dead... no one reads it anymore.. sobs.. =(.. but nevermindd.. i'll try to revive it so everyone can see this piece of art made of crap.. come to livee.. muahaha..

sorry i havent been blogging at all.. because... when i see my blog everytime.. there's comments.. yeap.. ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!! hahahhah no laa...

but seriously.. please check out my blog once in a while?? im really trying to get it back and kicking!..

a few days ago Nalini (super smart girl) interviewed me about blogging and yada yada.. and i gave my blog URL too!! i hope people notices though.. if nottt.. it'll just be another crappy thing. and you guys don't wanna look at white poop everyday, do you?? hehe..

LEGALS TEST IS TODAY! and hellllll.. its ohkay.. i tried my best.. thats all i can say.. hahaha.. even if the results are crappy.. i would do better next time for sure..

i think thats all i have to say today.. i got nothing much.. my life is pretty boring.. =/

and I MISS YOU BABY!! WILL BE WAITING FOR THE 40 DAYS TO PASS!!

mhmms.. heres the question for today!!! WHAT WEBSITE DO YOU LIKE TO GO TO AND WHY??!!

leave your comments in the comment thingy below.. =)..

and too all the SAM-ers.. Gooday.. =)

19 and exhausted..

2010-04-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

damnnnnnn.... im so damn tired.. i woke up like so damn early today and went to schooll.. sighh.. its like from 6 till now.. and i'm stilll awake!!! im omfgodly awesomeee.. *snores*

*Wakes up suddenly* OH WTF?.. i fell asleep.. ==.. but you guys wouldnt know that rightt??? muahahaha.. its stupid i know.. but i dont care what you think..

actually i do.. ALOT!!

anywayyy... im just really exhausted today.. cant do much.. and had a dinner with my old colleagues.. their a bunch of awesome over aged people.. super funny..

and seriously i get scared easily.. i can watch ghost movies.. but i cant listen to them.. ==.. I WONDER WHYYY!!!???!!!

anyway.. here's the damned question of the day..

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN EXHAUSTED?? TELL ME HOWW.. *wink wink*

i know what you pervs are thinking.. keep them to yourself..

AHHAHAHHA.. joking.. TELL MEH!! IM CURIOUS!!

byeeee peoplee.... im tired.. and my brain aren't (why arent?? cause i have plenty of it.. thats why!) working well.. =)))))))D *poop*

18 and im back!!!

2010-04-22T22:10:00.002+08:00

HEYYYYYYY!!! omfg.. (see what i did there? no? assholess D=)

anywayy... im back to blogging now... why?? cause.. i dont know.. there was some reason but i guess it doesnt matter any moree.. my blog will still be the same.. i post news and you guys comment about it.. simple as that.. it may be personal and it may be weird.. but mostly weird cause i know you guys are sickos... =P..

will be bloggin quite regularly i think.. cause of college and all.. yada yada what not..

this years resolutions is.. there arent any.. its just to go forward and see which hole i'll drop into..

SOOOOOO HERES A QUESTION!!!
WHERE ARE YOU GUYS? AND WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING??

leave your answers in the comment box belowww..

and maybe i'll try something new.. those with the best funny answers in my comment box on the left.. will be posted up.. and every winner.. gets.... A MYSTERY GIFT!!

no im just shitting you.. but it will be posted.. =D..

till the next time i blogggg.. chao readers..

chef 17

2009-12-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!! how long has it been since i updated?? sorry ehh.. ahhaas. has been really busy nowadays and i dont really feel like blogging much cause of the lazyness i built up during the holidays..

its gonna be 1 hell of a boring holiday cause after spm there are no worries.. before it.. we form fives were like.. OMG study STUDY STUDY!! lalalla.. and etc.. but now everything is just.. like crap.. boring as hell.. when teachers say that we're gonna miss our high school life.. no kidding.. i really do miss it..

anyway.. i went to visit the new Taylors Lakeside Campus yesterday and it,s just freaking awesome.. it has this awesome environment and everything lah!! i really really wanna go there and study culinary arts..

i met Emmanuel Stroobant (i think thats how his name is spelt.. and i really dont bother to check) aka Chef in Black.. he cooked and everything.. and really. the way he presented his dishes.. and the tastes is just omg.. highclass nonsense.. really he is like a top chef.. now owning 3 restaurants in SG i think..

it's really worth it that i went to his lecture.. he really did inspire me and taught me alot.. being a chef is not about cooking.. its more than that.. being a great chef inspires.. and i will be that chef..

BUT 1ST.. i have to convince my mum.. and i will.. i'll make sure i'll be the best..

anyway heres my question to you!!! where are you gonna study next time?? and if you're not planning on furthuring your studies where are you goin to work.. and those who dont even plan on working or studying.. you guys might just be asses who is giving up on your futures..

I SWORE VERY LITTLE TODAY!! XD...
anywayss... thank you guys.. and piece! i mean peace!!

16 is the number when 8 is multiplied by 2..

2009-12-04T20:08:00.002+08:00

today!! i have just found out that the Ministry of Education has just state a ruling a maximum of 12 subjects to be taken by SPM students.. this is tremendous bullshit.. why??

just imagine if other students would like to take more than 12 subjects.. like science stream students wanna take like economics, accounts, and other subjects.. does that mean their not allowed to?.. OFCOURSE!! THIS MEANS THEIR NOT ALLOWED TO BECAUSE THE MOE HAVE PUNY RETARDED FUCKED UP BRAINS.. i think they're just thinking of themselves cause they fucking hate to mark papers.. =/..

oh yea.. and the minimum is fixed to 10 subjects.. so if you form 4 people think you can only take up to 6 subjects.. you're freaking wrong.. and you're gonna die cause you only studied 6 subjects thoroughly just to pass.. bunch of small brain faggots.. hell yea i'm talking bout you!! the guy or girl who thought he or she just needs 6 subjects and studied thoroughly to pass person.... did that go right? i confused myself..

anywayy do you guys approve on this decision made by the MOE to only allow students to take 12 subjects max?? and give your reasons why you agree or dissagree.. i for one simply dissapprove.. =/..

bye guys!! whooosshhhh!!!!

15# is the freaking 15th number of the number list..

2009-12-02T23:17:00.005+08:00

i think i will spice up my blog with funny post titles which would not give out any surprise of my post at all.. wakakkakaka..

anywho.. how are you guys doing? dont answer that.. hahahha anyway.. its 11.19pm right now and i'm freaking bored.. i have physics tomorrow and its just really shitty.. i just cant do physics well anymore.. =/.. i'll just have to hope i freaking pass this paper.. sigh~~..

IN OTHER NEWS!

a japanese man just got married to a non-existant virtual girlfriend of his.. how fucked up is that? is he some kinda retard or is he just really desperate?? i mean.. come on.. a virtual girlfriend? thats just really fucked up.. i have no idea whats going through his head.. its just a freaking game for gods sake!!

this "girl" came from a game called "girls side, 1st love, plus'' and its made for the nintendo DS.. and the funny fucked up thing is.. there is actually a live audience and a priest in his wedding.. and the other funny fucked up thing is when the priest said "you may kiss the bride".. he actually performed a fellatio on his nintendo DS, picturing he is making out with his "girlfriend"named Nene and covered it or her in desperate fucked up nerd slobber.. and its the best kinda slobber out there!!! trust me i should know *nods* hahahhahah!! just joking! i never kissed a nerd.. or did i?? hahahha!!

here's 2 pictures of him and his virtual bride..

judging by his looks .. you know whats going through his head.. right? no? me neither.. =/

the small pointy thing on his right hand must the his miniature version of his dick to use to fuck his virtual girlfriend and her virtual vagina! hell yea!

anyway here's my question today.. Would you end up like this guy having a virtual partner and why do you think having a virtual partner is good or bad?? or would you rather go date some fat and ugly person and have some real life pussy??!! leave your answers in the comment box beloww..

hmmms.. thats some pretty hard decision to make, dont you think?? i think i would end up like this guy.. i wouldnt wanna have to look at some fat and ugly girl and having intimacy with her.. i think my dick would be so afraid, it'll get sucked right into my body..

wait wait.. if his nintendo ds ran out of battery, i wonder whats his reaction like.. hahahhaa!! it should be fucking hillarious cause he might have to play the whole game over again.. hahahhahaha!!!

14##!!! IM SORRY!!

2009-12-01T16:04:00.002+08:00

wazzup guys!!!! sorry for the super long hiatus.. i wanted to update and everything but i was just kinda busy.. and all the computers in the house has been occupied.. right now i'm taking a short break after studying general science and since my sister ain't using her laptop, i'm just gonna use it awhile to update.. wakkaka..

and soo here it goes.. spm started at.. errr.. 18 of November right? and its gonna end at 8th of December.. which is 1 more freaking week to go!! woohoo!! anyways studying has been a real pain in the english teabags.. and everyone has been in a serious mood and everything..

at the 1st day of SPM.. everyone was beginning to wonder how difficult this test would be and everything.. everyone is just so tense.. but after the BM paper, i just realized that this is just another test.. soo i continued thinking that way and moved on, leaving the super scared me that almost pooped in my pants after i sat down for the 1st paper..

but enough about that.. lets go on to better topics and etc.. for example.. errr.. hmmms..i dont really have a question to ask you guys right noww.. i'm kinda stuckk :/..

lets talk about this!! and that certain this is about a guy who fucking killed himself.. yea i said it.. fucking killed himself.. there i said it again .. i got this from FLuffeeTalks in Youtube.. there was this fucked up cab driver i think.. he decided to kill himself by tying one end of a rope around his freaking neck and another end to a huge dick(pole).. and he stepped on the acceleration and his fucking head just got ripped of clean from his neck.. that must be some good quality rope there.. anyway out of all the ways to kill himself why use that method?. i think he thought that by jumping off a building , hanging himself or shooting himself is overrated.. he wants it to be special i guess.. and by special i mean mentally retarded..

But if i were him i would.. hmmms.. yea, i guess i would do the same thing as him.. other ways are just really overrated.. i admitted..

If he killed himself by shooting himself in the fucking eye and it came out on the newspaper, people would just say.. "shooting himself in the fucking eye? that is so 12th century" and those people might as well be a dumb blond.. cause there are no guns at the 12th century.. just spears and anything sharp and pointy..

so here's my question today.. how would you kill yourself?? and why would you use that way? leave a comment!!..

and once again i'm really sorry i did not update my blog for the past few weeks..

THANKS FOR READING!! love you guys!! bye!.. i'll update tomorrow again.. i think.. =x..

BYE!!

13#

2009-11-13T23:39:00.002+08:00

YOOO!!! Whats up hommies and whores!! since to day is Friday and it is 13th/11/09.. i shall talk about horror movies!! woohoo!!! my favourite-ish topic!!..

ohkay i'm a really really huge horror/ thriller movie fan!! and i watched lots of gruesome and terrible , grotesque, cruel and awesome movies in this genre.. but sadly.. non of them scared me.. =(.. i actually want to be scared so that i can like have a good fright or something..

but ever since a terrible something happened to me and i will share it.. it happened a few years back where i got so terrified and everything.. and i had nightmare for 2 months i think.. i think i was haunted or something.. but who cares! and it's all thanks to a movie called Th13teen ghosts.. which is really an awesome movie with good story lines and really great movie costumes.

hmmms.. but so far for me the best and most grotesque thriller for me is a movie called Hatchet.. it is really really very gruesome and the way the mutated guy kills people is just really special.. and here's a spoiler of a kill! He ripped the jaws of a granny apart and you can see her tongue waving around with blood spraying everywhere! its just awesome!..

and that was for thriller.. and now for horror..

the scariest horror movie i ever watched so far was The haunting in Connecticut.. there wasn't much ghosts or anything.. but it does give you good fright.. and the story line is just really amazing.. i mean.. in some movies you can actually guess whats gonna happen and you can get it right sometimes.. but this movie left the audience guessing and thinking whats gonna happen next.. truely fantastic..

soooo heres my question to you guys!! whats is the scariest and most grotesque thriller and horror movie you ever watched? and why do you think so?? leave your answers in the comment box as always.. hahahs..

soo yeaa.. theres like 6 minutes left till friday the 13th is over.. and i'm just on time to blog for today! hell yea!

ohkay thanks once again for reading ma blog yo!.. byeee!!

oh btw! if any random readers drop by! you can still leave a comment or anything just do it!! hahas.. i'm ohkay with making new random friends.. alrighty! byeee!!!

quote swifty !! *whisper -penis*

12#

2009-11-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!its 9.36p.m now and i'm freakishly bored.. i have no idea what to say cause i didnt do much today so maybe blog about some present events? cause.. all i did today was, i went out and i just walked alone in aeon like a lonely ass for god knows how long and went to my grandparents place and have dinner and went home.. thats it..

ohkayy sooo we shall talk about.. the 2012 end of the world nonsense!
really.. do you think that the end of the world will be at this year?? cause really i dont think so and it's just a bunch of nonsense.. and they even have a specific date for it.. 20th december 2012.. just because the numbers are the same that doesnt make it the end of the world..

i think some researchers said that it's proven because of the mayans or something.. its really just bullshit.. and it kinda ticks me off hearing people say that the world would end by then..

i seriously think that this 2012 thing is just gonna be like the Y2K.. soo whatever.. i don't wanna talk much about this as i will go on over and over again.. and gonna be repeating the same thing..

so leave a comment on telling me whether is this 2012 thing gonna happen or not? and tell me what makes you think its gonna happen?? and why don't you think its gonna happen??

soo thanks guys once again!!! byeee <3

11#

2009-11-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

helliow guys.. so today is the 11/11/09.. which is like super coincidental to my 11th blog post today.. hmmms.. thats lame so lets go on..

err.. you guys voted for me to change my blogs page looks and the result is.... YES! i have to change it.. which i will.. after spm.. cause socks said she wanna help me make a blogskin.. soo yea? it'll be up after SPM! which is 8/12/ 09 for all us science stream students.. science stream.. sure makes you sound smart doesn't it?

i'm not gonna post abuot what happened to me earlier on cause its really crappy and it might make me get really pissed off.. and that would totallyyy ruin my my mood of blogging like this.. you know? like in such a happy-ish and dont give a shit way.. i'm wondering why am i saying this if i ain't even gonna tell you guys.. but WHO GIVES A SHIT RIGHT??

TODAY! WE SHALL!! UNITE AS ONE! that sounded gay.. just joking! WE SHAN'T UNITE AS ONE! shan't makes me sound so British!!

i really wanted to vlog today and all but my camera is really out of battery and i have no mic on this computer.. soo yea? and maybe i'll blog some other day when i have the confidence to.. i'm still kinda scared of vloging and i might piss and crap myself once the camera is on.. but i will vlog.. one day.. just not now..

as you guys know! SPM is really cumming close (yes, i did purposely type cumming, why? CAUSE..... i'm a pervert.. JUST KIDDING!!) .. it's like a week till SPM! AND GOD AM I READY?? hmms.. i guess so.. i did study and all.. just minor adjustments here and there.. and i'm set!
Soo!! leave a comment telling me if ,you SPM-ers are ready?? and how did you prepare yourself?? and i'm not just gonna ask this question cause it's sooo fucking boring! i'd rather poop on people.. not saying names.. buttt the kfc guy in our school.. I HOPE THEY DONT READ THIS CAUSE THIS WILL BE FREAKING HILARIOUS!

what else... hmmms... i will only ask questions i can relate to.. oh yeaaaa.. wait.. i shouldnt force, cause its impolite and it'll seem as if i'm a desperate blogger.. -SKIP-

ohkay! here's something good..
i've been having some weight issues, cause there are some people calling me fat.. but i really wonder am i really fat?? so i went to check my BMI (body mass index) and found out that i'm really only normal.. but if i gain 1kg i'd be fat.. so does that mean i'm fat or what? i used to be like 90kg since the end of last year.. then i started eating less and everything and dropped till 81KG at the mid of this year and i was like so freaking happy.. but after that i continued to exercise and everything but it just wouldn't go down anymore.. so i stopped and started concentrating on my studies for SPM.. and i weighed myself today.. and i am now 84kg.. such a bitch!.. and yea i'm pretty sensitive on weight issues.. cause i've been like fat my whole life?

anyway.. its just that i feel that i'm fat now and i really wanna do something about it.. and i've already started.. i'm gonna lose atleast 10kg or more during the holidays after the spm..

and soo heres my question to you.. are you happy with your weight?? do you wanna lose more?? and how are you planning on losing your jell-o?? leave a your answers in the comment thingy k?

thanks guys for reading my blog again! love ya!.. hmmms is there anything i wanna say??

ohyeaaa.. GOOD LUCK TO ALL THE SPM-ERS!! HOPE YOU GUYS DO WELL! i hope i would do well to.. -two thumbs up- ??

10#

2009-11-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

ohkay i'm just gonna stick to the numbering thing.. it's really so much easier this way.. but if more readers and fellow bloggers complains about it then i'm going to change it..

there are still 2 days to vote to change my blogs page but i guess we know who the winners are ey? soo i guess im just gonna change it soon.. and maybe do some stuffs in between.. i dont know..

anyway! i was actually gonna blog about some racism things today but she told me not to as some people might get sensitive about it... so i'll post about it some other day ohkay?? right now is just not the time..

THEN!! today i'm just gonna blog aboutttt... -blanks-
ah!! i know.. lets talk about some disease or conditions you and i used to have, shall we?? this post is actually because i read su chings blog and i don't really have anything in mind..

i used to have some corn or callus issue on my big toe.. it really blardy hurts and it kept growing and growing like a plant.. it was really irritating too.. i can't really walk normally and i'd have to keep sticking my big toe up cause it really hurts when i apply pressure to it and i treated it by using some sorta handyplast and sticking it on my toe for a few weeks.. i used it for like 2 weeks and i can just peal the corn of like its some sticker or something.. its really gross and just thinking about it makes me wanna puke.. and in my previous post i mentioned that i had iritis and everything about it in post 6#..

soo leave a comment telling me what kinda conditions you guys used to have or is having and how are you treating it or how have you treated it??

thank you guys for reading my blog again!!

oh yea,, should i try to vlog on my next post ?? cause i wanna try something different.. hahaha...
and i will post pictures of stuffs i did or places i went.. if i went out and everything.. soo this blog is not just gonna be a wordy blog.. its gonna be fun! hahhas bye guys!

should this be 9??

2009-11-09T19:32:00.002+08:00

whats up you guyss?? hahas ..today is the 9/11/09 which is a very special time of the month for me.. hahas my own reasons la.. not saying i have periods or what. -shifty eyes-

i have taken blogging quite seriously now.. i update daily and sometimes more.. and there are some suggestions on how my blog should be changed and eteka..
and there are still like a few days of voting left of whether my blogs looks should be changed or not and it seems that now the majority of people asking me to changee is higher than just by leaving it alone..

errr.. wen dee suggested that i should not put numbers for my post title since its like super boring.. but i figured that i should just leave it be cause by putting up a title it would ruin the surprise in the.. errr.. post! yea! haha.. i blanked out all off a sudden.. ITS A GIFT! works great when people is nagging at you!! haha

soo you guys can leave a comment on whether should i just continue with numbers or i should put a title in every post.. which i personally think is really really troublesome cause i would have to think of the title where it wouldnt give out the surprise of the post..

ohkayy that was about today and what you guys thought about sex was reallyy.. -blanks out- surprising.. really.. i just cant describe that how much you guys know how to put what is the meaning of sex into a sentence..

and so heres another question.. since i'm having dinner now infront of the computer like some lifeless guy.. what is your favourite food and what do you think of malaysias cuisine??? leave a comment in the box below.. oh wait.. there is no box.. -blanks- you know what i mean..

to me.. malaysias cuisines are really traditional which really bring us back to our races and traditions.. i mean its not like a hot dog or burger.. its something else.. everyone of us can eat pork.. -blanks- oh wait.. i'm sorry.. i meant to say, all of us can eat beef.. -blanks- damn it.. ohkay sorry.. all of us can eat fish, and chicken and it really sucks how races cant eat some particular meat cause God forbids it..

seriously i'm not trying to be racist.. -ahem-.. really..

soo i guess thats it for today?? hahas.. ohkay BYEEE.. andd HAPPY 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY
BABY.. THIS RELATIONSHIP IS THE SHIZ!! its just really hard to just let you go baby..
its like trying to pull of a pubic hair.. yes! its that difficult..

sooo bye guys.. and thanks again for reading and everything.. love you guys.. <3~~

#8

2009-11-08T21:02:00.004+08:00

wassup you guy??!!!..

1st i'm gonna reply the comments left out at post #7..

to jeff..
sounds awesome!! *cricket*.. hahahhah joking!! atleast you made a friend rather than being there alone till you wanna die like that.. but surprising it turned out to be seans church friend.. and yea it sounds gay..

to socks..
i dont mean it.. BUT FUCK YOU BACK! you should turn down Singapore and Australia cause even though there are more.. whats that word.. oh yea! opportunity but life is sure gonna be hell overseas.. i mean you won't be able to taste food like bak kut teh , laksa, and all those other food you think rules in Malaysia.. do you really wanna lose those? even your mums cooking wo-man!..
soo you slowly think la ey? plus being here you can travel with me.. hahas..

ohkay continue to my post of today!

today i shall talk about sex! hahas hell no! just joking.. but i dont really know what to blog about.. hmms wait a sec.. let me think of an awesome topic to talk about today.. i will talk about sex but seriously not today.. cause there are under aged people reading my blog i think.. and if they read it, thenn welcome to the adult world!

ohkay fuck it lets talk about sex.. SOO WELCOME ALL UNDER AGED GIRLS AND BOYS TO THE WORLD OF ADULT!

I NEVER DID IT! just in case you're wondering.. -shifty eyes- hahhaha... no seriously i didnt.. and i would really like to wonder how does it feel like.. one of my "friend" and this guy known as Wai Wai telll me why.. said that sex is kinda like digging your nose.. your finger will get all the crap but your nose sure feels good.. i wonder if thats true.. does that mean that the guys penis is actually a feel good tool for women?!! I FEEEL SOOO USED!! D: .. even though i never did it.. -shifty eyes-

ohkay heres my question to you.. but i dont think anyone of my readers ever experienced sex before since we're only blardy 17!.. so i'll ask another question.. what do you guys think about sex and what turns you on?? leave your answers on the comment box or at the cbox by the side..

hmms welll for me i think of sex as a veryy intimate feeling of love between a couple.. and that it shouldn't be done unless you're really sure that you wanna be with them forever.. but if you fucking did it that makes you a whore.. -shifty eyes- and socks.. you know what i'm talking about.. its a no brainer.. and what turns me on is well.. imaginations?? heh? i'm a guy k?? its normal..

andd.. this is funny i just had to share it with you guys.. i had this friend which i forgot what her name is and how i knew her.. but the only thing i remember was is that she told me that her Fridge always turn her on because of that cooling breeze.. and i was like wtf..

if you ask me for her number you need help! call me! i'll satisfy your needs! HAHAHA!

thank you guys for reading my blog and leaving comments again.. appreciate it.. love you guys.. byee~~

FORGOT TO BLARDY MENTION!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IRINA LEE! THE SECOND TINYEST PERSON I KNOW!! WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JU CIA!! THE FREAKING HOT BABE FROM JOHOR!!! STAY HOT!! AND TELL YOUR BOYFRIEND "IN YOUR FACE"

#7

2009-11-08T02:15:00.003+08:00

Helloww guys!! hahas sorry for blogging this late.. its like 2.20a.m now.. but who cares! cause you guys are gonna read it tomorrow ,sitting down on your computer chair facing the computer or on your notebooks or for those lazy bitches like mua.. omfg i just called myself a bitch.. WHO CARES! like i'm saying those lazy bitches who places their notebooks on their beds and uses it.. =D.. hmms.. i shouldn't use emoticons anymore..

ANYWAY! i did not freaking sleep at all last night and I've been wearing my contacts for like 2 days in a row cause i forgot to bring my glasses to my grandparents place.. ugh.. i prepared my nonsense around 6a.m and reached there at 7 something.. and the uncle dude brought me to their headquarters!!

and we arrived around 7.30 i think.. i went to the counter after that to check in and the lady asked me to wait in the room for the amali theory thing.. and so i did.. wait...... FOR FREAKING 1 AND A FREAKING HALF HOURS! the coolest part was there was this malay cowboy dude who set the projector and i thought it was about to begin.. thennn he played a malay song and left.. i got so fucked up! butt its ohkayy.. sooo the junky theory started at 9.30 and ended at 12.30! 3 hours of boring nonsense.. i fell asleep twice and the stupid lecturer pointed at me twice.. saying i have no ketabahan.. but whatever..

after that shit.. we're assigned to our personal instructors.. and i got the cowboy.. at 1st i was like oh shit.. this is gonna be hell.. he asked me to wait at the motorcycle area at 2.. during the free period of 12.30 to 2.. i made a friend name May.. she's 19 and shes a flight attendant.. she's hot! and she looks like a mixture of daphne and su ching.. tall and skinny like daphne but looks like ching!

Anywho! i waited at 2 and he asked me to enter the car and we drove right away.. the funny thing is.. the cowboy is actually a really really cool guy! after that he asked me to wait at the office till 3.30 then i can check out.. and during that free and boring time again i chatted with May and actually got her number.. HAHAHA! I'm such a player.. just kidding!!

i think this blog is kinda long now.. so I'll stop and ask you a question..

did you enjoy your driving courses and did you make new friends? if you did leave a comment.. but even if you didn't.. please do the same..

and here's a question to those people who haven't even been to the driving school even ONCE!! *ahem socks ahem*.. leave a comment on how badly do you wanna get your license and would you do anything to get it??

i got to go noww.. time to enjoy my nocturnal period.. hahaa nocturnal period.. i bleed late night~~

oh yea almost forgot, thank you to those people who left comments and everything.. i appreciate it alot.. byee.. *fly kisses*

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2009-11-07T05:31:00.002+08:00

heyy whats up guys?? it's 5.31a.m now and i'm still awake weeee~~ well i have a good reason why i'm still awake this late k?.. i was planning to sleep around 10pm or so yesterday but , i dont know why? but once i'm in my grandparents place.. i will just loose track of time.. hahas..

anyway i wanted to sleep at 10.. but when i checked the time its already 1am.. and i was like what the fuck? and i thought to myself that if i were to fall asleep now.. i wouldnt be able to wake up for my amali theory thingy which is at 7.. so yea??

once i get through this amali theory thingy i would have my L license! yeah.. then i can start to learn how to drive.. if i'm awesome.. i would just need a minumum of 6 driving hours and after that i can take my freaking test! and i'll have my P license after that ! aint that cool?? well.. not really since malaysia is so overly crowded with vehicles..

i still needa stay awake for another hour or so and shower and everything! by the wayy... i forgot to bring my glasses to my grandparents place.. sooo now im wearing contacts for god knows how long.. wait let me count.. its 1pm till now.. soooo 16 hours of contacts?? hahas and its still fine!!

oh yea.. i use to have some eye problem called Iritis , you can find out what it means on wikipedia.. but i got my source from socks.. iritis is basically an inflamation of the iris..
it made my whole eye like freaking red like its bleeding or something.. and i went to the optician and he gave me 3 different eyedrops.. and he said!! "dont worry it isnt serious"
Fuck him.. wikipedia said it may lead to blindness.. not serious his single ball..

And i find that the word Wikipedia and Ebay sounds very white.. its like only white people uses them.. we asians just say library and night market.. hmms..

sooo should i give a question?? and why isit only socks leave extremely long comments that i like to read so much -sad face-

the question for this post is!! hmmms.. i dont think i'll leave a question for this post.. there are still some questions in the previous posts that are yet to be answered.. wow that sentence actually sounded like how it was suppose to sound..

anyway.. its 5.48a.m now and i'm still waiting for time to pass..

hmmms i guess i have nothing else to sayy.. sooooo.. bye guys and thanks for dropping by and reading this blogg..

5#

2009-11-07T00:03:00.003+08:00

i just had to blog again.. i feel that its the best way to release all this kinda emotions..

yes breaking up sucks , its really true.. but you have to know that the times you spent with the person you love just takes your freaking breathe away.. we're the type of couple that has the potential to go on till ever..

SIGH~ ohkay enough.. i shall not go to a point where i actually think back about the past and everything.. the memories will still be kept though.. how can i just throw them away? they were awesome..

lets talk about something else now!! hmms.. OHKAY! the question now would be whats your favourite carbonated drink and why?? leave your answers in the CBOX or you can comment on this post

My favourite drink will be isotonic drinks like 100 plus, revive, gatorade.. ask me why? the answer is i dont know.. and they always have weird commercials.. like it'll give you energy and what shit.. but do you think its true?? cause i did drink it after exercising and i ended up getting more thirsty and feeling like a fish on land after that..

and and.. omg i feel like asking more questions but i will hold !!!! for now.. hahas..

ohkay thanks once more guys.. love you.. byee~~

-edit-

i forgot something.. when i say leave a comment.. please leave a comment k? i would like to know stuffs bout you guys.. hahahhaha "stuff" -horny eyebrow movement-

4#

2009-11-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

this will be a quite interesting one.. it'll be about the la amor, aishiteru, i love you! hell yea.. this topic is about relationships and love..

and i think i'm single now after many many months.. i dont know if i'm alright or not but i still have to go on with my life.. i'm pretty sad for sure.. how can't i be? but i won't go on about me, i and myself..

i'm starting this post on relationships and love is not only because i just broke up but it's because everyone now is like in a relationship and loving everything for some people and others just feel the opposite.. blardy confused right now.. haha but lets go..

have you ever been in a relationship where everything is perfect at the beginning but started to go haywire after 3 months or so.. i thought its just a normal phase where every couples have to go through this kinda stuffs and will just get used to it.. but i guess i'm wrong

every relationship will have flaws.. and nothing is perfect.. but everyone tries right?? this post might and i said MIGHT sound emo and like i'm going through alot of pain and suffering but i'm not really hahas..

so OHKAY!!! HERES MY QUESTION TO YOU!! leave me a comment on whether a teenagers relationship will last?? is forever a myth?? and what did you do after you broke up with somebody you love and how did you get through it??

THANK YOU AND I GOT TO GO!! SEE YAA!!
my god i need a haircut or i needa let it grow longer.. lols..

3rd post

2009-11-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

helloww everyone!! sorry i'm updating at this hour but i have a reason.. which is chemistry tuition..

anyway todays post willl be about freedom of speech. i wanna say more but i can't cause i would end up getting expulsion from school..

leave a comment on whether isit right or wrong for students having the rights of freedom of speech or in this case freedom of blogging about whatever they want to? yes i'm talking about anything from animals to teachers..

and i recieved 1! uno! satu! ichi! yi! comment on the convincing my parents for allowing me to go with culinary course! and i will give it a shot thanks to socks..

please please!! leave a comment on the post or use the cbox to leave comments..

and do you guys think my blog is boring? i will be putting a voting thing on the the right side of the blog asking whether i should change my blogs view or not..

thanks again for reading my blog and thanks in advance for leaving comments on my blog.. and i shall stop fly kissing its gay.. i'd give you guys a blow job instead but im a guy.. too bad! haha~

2nd post

2009-11-04T19:34:00.003+08:00

its my second post and i have no idea of what i should type about.. but i'm just gonna continue since i said i would blog every single day.. i just dug my own grave..

this post is gonna be a bummer..

i dont know if i should use this blog to talk about my personal life, cause i think it would clash with all those other things i would talk about.. hmms.. i shall create a second blog which would be bassed on my daily doings.. like what time i woke up and what did i eat and whats wrong with whatever ,eteka..

ohkay soo today im gonna talk about what do you wanna do when you grow up??

so be honest k?

oh yea i almost forgot.. leave the answers in the cbox which is in the right side of the page.. >>>

alright continue.. be honest what do you wanna do when you grow up??

i.. actually wanna be a chef.. hahah.. seriously.. i still wanna be but (i almost typed butt again) my parents are holding me back.. my mum said she doesnt want me to be in a kitchen for the rest of my life.. she wants people to see me.. and my dad said that it's a though job and everything saying that it would take a long time for me to be a head chef or whatever in the kitchen..

but on my point of view , i know, i can do great in a kitchen, rather than being in the office and wasting my life away infront of the computer, i can express myself in the kitchen.. and everything.. (that sounded kinda gay)

and i want you guys to help me think of ways to convince my parents to allow me to take the culinary course next year.. and if you think this course is not good cause of whatever you're thinking, leave a comment in the cbox or you can just leave a comment on this post..

soo i got to go now.. byeee *fly kisses*

1st post

2009-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

wazzup boys, girls, dudettes, dudes, ladies , gentlemen, gangstaz, whores, and many many more of you people who knows how to operate a computer..

this is my new blog as you guys knoww.. (sorry i have a habit of repeating the last letter of the sentence twice)..

i am gonna use this blog for everything.. from food to places, from bitching (should be bastarding since i'm a guy/ girl.. whatever) to gossiping..

i may upload pictures.. but i would need my sisters camera to do that.. her camera iz the shiz.. i sound so dead.. but (i almost typed butt) i promise this blog will go on and i'll update it frequently like everyday.. so you guys wont stop reading it okay??

soo goodbye and the next post will be tomorrow.. if i get to sneak my other sisters notebook into my room..

*fly kisses*

and i'm so gonna make this like a shanedawson video vlog.. except mine is in words soo yea?..

i'm gonna be asking you guys questions like what do you like to eat? whats your favourite movie ? and etc every saturday or monday i guess..